ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY

After splitting up from the girlfriend having a heart attack and going bankrupt all in the first quarter of 2010  and then after nearly a years rehab for heart attack and then finding out i have two blocked artterys because i went private instead of using NHS.The problems then began i started putting on the weight i had lost (7 stone) smoked more, started drinking heavy and to top it off i wasnt and still am not allowed to exercise which gave me a natural high. Dont get me wrong iam no saint and there are people out there a lot worse than myself. I dont want sympathy i want encouragement help and friends, what i have found is far too few people talk about the problems in life (i would include myself in that), the first thing i want to do is get myself back on track starting later on this year and i want to share my ups and downs in the hope that one day it may help someone else as well as myself. I want to thank my friends and family for the help and support they have given me and i do mean it when i say sorry for putting you all through it, but i can honestly say this experience will change my life for ever for the better, LOTS OF LOVE TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS XXXX and Thankyou