Nothing really to say things haven't changed at all was suppose to be in hospital to see doctors today but had to cancel it. The weekend was like it has been for sometime now ie have a few bottles of wine on a friday and saturday night and show myself up on facebook. I cant stress how much its doing my head in being stuck in and not being able to do jobs or go for a walk without being in lots of pain, i need so much to get active again.
I had a visit from my younger brother yesterday which was lovely because i've not seen him for some time, i also had a visit from a friend, both these people have to spend there lives looking after children that requires special needs and it really hits home how small my problems in life are and makes me feel i should not go on about my problems because they are nothing. I suppose for me by doing what i do ie typing this stuff and doing the FB thing it just makes me feel iam not alone and theres someone to waffle on to. The second and most important reason is if anyone has the same thing ie heart attack or stent ect they may not feel so strange after going through the same feelings and emotions after seeing how it effected myself, i suppose its aimed more at those that are alone as ive found it difficult to talk to others about it and no one really will understand the fears and how it effects you mentally as well as physically unless you have been or going through it all.
tags: stent, heart attack, heart rehab, bored, drink, alone,
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