TIMES TICKING NOW, I GO FOR MY 2ND OPP ON TUES TO CLEAR THE SECOND ARTERY TO SAY IAM A LITTLE WORRIED IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. EVERYTIME I DO SOMETHING TODAY I SAY TO MYSELF WILL THIS BE THE LAST TIME I DO THAT, HOPEFULLY ALL WILL BE OK BUT THE OPP IS AT THE FRONT OF MY MIND IN ALL IAM DOING AT THE MOMENT. IVE WROTE THIS BECAUSE I WANT ANYONE ELSE THAT GETS THESE THOUGHTS IN THE FUTURE TO KNOW THAT ITS NOT JUST THEM AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL HELP.
ON A REAL POSITIVE NOTE IVE BEEN CONTACTACTED BY JOANNE FROM RIGHSTEPS FOR DERBYSHIRE TO HELP GIVE ADVICE FOR THE ANXIETY ECT IVE HAD SINCE FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BLOCKED ARTERYS, JUST BY TALKING TO SOMEONE HAS MADE ME FEEL A BIT BETTER THIS IS WHY SOMETIMES I FEEL YOU DONT NEED TABLETS ECT TO FEEL OK JUST A CHAT OR CHANCE TO OFF LOAD TO SOMEONE DOES JUST AS WELL IF NOT BETTER.
AND ON A REALLY POSITIVE NOTE ITS MY MUMMYS BIRTHDAY AS USUAL I GET THE LAST MINUTE PHONE CALL TO SAY TO YOU WANT TO GO OUT FOR A MEAL AND AS USUAL I SAID NO,BUT MY DAD WASNT TAKING NO FOR AN ANSWER THIS YEAR AND USED THE OLD "YOUR MUM WOULD RELLY LOVE YOU TO BE THERE LINE" WHAT COULD I SAY, SO ITS OUT FOR A MEAL WITH THE FAMILY TONIGHT AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT (IT COULD BE MY LAST LMAO), I SHOULDNT JOKE. HOPEFULLY WILL POST PICS LATER DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH WINE ONE HAS CONSUMED
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