opp tomoz

Ive got my second opp tomorrow to unblock an artery, i didnt think i would be this bad and started to worry alot tonight about. Its when you sit in silence for ages staring into nowhere with no feelings or thoughts that you know you are really worried, i cant wait for this time tomorrow because i hope its the first step to getting my life back together. Its been nice to chat on FB and take my mind off it a bit, this is when you really miss having a partner or a soulmate to chat to.